Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
I'm Not Dead, Not Yet Anyway!
I've been sicker than usual in the past month. Long story short, my stupid Neurologist almost killed me. In the process, I got extremely ill. I'm feeling a little better now. Today is the first day that I've touched a computer in over a month. I just wanted to let everyone know that I was ok. (kinda) Other than being all alone and very depressed, life is wonderful. I've got an apt. with a new Dr. on the 10th. Hopefully there will be some light in all of this darkness.
I've been selling lots of paintings lately and didn't even mean to. I've now got about 5 in the works and about 5 people waiting for me to finish them where I can start on their paintings. I guess since I'm no longer a waitress, you can just call me an artist. Ha! Ha! When I was painting these, I just wanted to hang them in the livingroom. But, when someone offers you 300 dollars for something that only cost you 10 dollars to paint, how can you say no? You can't! Especially when you need the cash. A friend of mine is going to design a website for me that is nothing but photos of my paintings and how to get in touch if you'd like one. She is also going to make me some business cards to give to my customers. Hey, I've officially sold more than Van Gough. (while he was alive)
I've been a little depressed lately. I feel the more that I'm isolated from the world, the less I want to get out in it. I'm more comfortable at home with Mr. Brando and my painting than I am in a room full of full of shit people that say they are your friends until they have gotten what they want from you and then they are done. I don't need any bullshit in my life. I've got enough. I'm sick of just about everyone that I know. All of these so-called friends care about no one, but themselves, I was just too blind to see it. Oh, but I can see now. My anxiety level has been off the charts lately, I think it's just because of everything that has happened to me in the past month. I'm sure I'll get over it.
I got a new bed. I love it. I just need a new comforter and everything else. Brando is putting holes in this one with his claws when he makes biscuits. In just need a cheap queen size bed set. Maybe the next time my mother picks me up from my isolation tank, she can take me to get what I need.
That's about it. Not too much excitement going on in my life. I'll be back soon with more. Hopefully, some good news for a change! Have a wonderful week and thanks for continueing to read though I've been gone for a while.