Rest in Peace
Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
I Don't Know Who Did It
My photo of Hugh has changed and I did not do it! I would love to know who has my password and has changed my photo. I do like this photo, don't get me wrong, you can keep on changing them as long as they are as pretty as this one. Anyhew, I would just love to know who is doing this for me. PS, is it you?>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>ttfn
I Stole Charlie Brown's Christmas Tree
My Mother picked me up Sunday telling me that she was taking me to the store. She did, but on the way home, she stopped by the X-Mas tree farm and got me a tree. She was trying to cheer me up. I know I say this every month, but yesterday marked the 9 months that Miss Tigger has been gone. I basically sat at home all day yesterday and cried. Ok, enough of that! My sister came over and helped me decorate my tree. I have 10 strands of lights on there and couldn't even fit all of my ornaments on there. It's so covered that you can't even see the tree that I got for free. The people at the X-Mas tree farm are customers of my Mothers, so they didn't charge me anything for it. I thought that was nice of them. Anyway, when we finished decorating it and got ready to put the angel or fairy or whatever on top of the tree, it just kind of went lop sided. I didn't really break down while decorating until I found Tigger's stockings and her favorite ornaments. I'm just going to try to do my best to make this my first X-mas with The Godfather and think of it that way instead of thinking of it as my 1st without my Tigger. Which I'm sure that is exactly what I'll end up doing. I've just got this pretty lop sided tree that no one will see. I'm just lonely, that's all. What's new? Have a wonderful week everyone!>>>>>>>ttfn
The Perfect Day For Pigs
Men are lying cheating pigs, so this is the perfect holiday for them. They can eat as much as they want and then sit around and lie about it while eating more while watching football and scratching their balls.
I'm at my cool Uncle C's house using his computer. I was informed by my Mother yesterday that I was getting a new computer for X-Mas. Yes, I'm Finally getting a computer. It's about damn time! No really, thanks for the donation. It will be greatly appreciated and used very often.
Back on the topic on how much men suck, I want one. I just want to meet a man that's not a liar or a cheat and likes me for who I am. I want someone that likes me for me and doesn't try to change me. Hey, I've been this way for nearly 30 years, if you haven't changed me yet, your not going to. Why do they always try to try and change you anyway? I don't get it!!! I consider myself to be one of the nicest people that I know. I would do just about anything for anyone if it meant helping them. I fucking rock! I'm a great catch! Should that not be enough? It never is!!! I guess it's hard when you have finally come to the reality that you are destined to live your life alone. That's o.k. though, at least I have The Godfather! I'm just ever so lonely these days. It really sucks ass. I would just like a fried for Christ's sake. Is that too much to ask? I'm sure it is!
Anyhew, for those of you that are living the happily ever after life, have a Happy Holiday!!!
...Of The Way We Were
I just found lots of old CD's that I've yet to unpack. I found all of my old Concrete Blonde Cd's. Oh, me ever so happy! Listening to these Cd's just brings back soo many high school memories (good ones) for me. I love this, feeling happy, if only for a moment. Who knew an old Cd could put put such a big smile on one's face? It reminds me of my friend, Don. Now he's an entry all to himself. He was gay in high school, but always denied it, but I knew because I'm a fruit fly!I convinced him to come out, oh, and come out he did. He started doing drag under the name Mia Dubra after the fact. God, I miss him!!!>>>I was watching Extreme Home Makeovers last Sunday, which I try not to watch because everytime I do, it makes me cry like a baby. Anyway, it was about making over a home for these disabled children. It just made me feel like a little bitch for all of the moaning and groaning that I do about my problems when there are sooo many people out there that have it far worse than I do. >>>I'll admit, I do have my problems, but compared to these kids, I don't have shit! Why does there have to be so much hurt and disease in the world? It really makes you think.>>>On a lighter note, my Jets lost again last Sunday. I hope they lose every other game for the rest of the season. You may be wondering why I'd want my favorite team to lose all of their games, but we need a good draft pick. We need a new quarterback. As fine and great as Chad Pennington is, he's always hurt and now, he's just broken. We need someone that can take us to the Super Bowl.>>>Why don't people like me? I don't understand. Afterall, I am the nicest fucking person that you and I know just have one question, if I'm so fucking nice, why do people use me and only seem to want to be around me when they need or want something? I don't get it!!! Someone please explain it to me because I sure as hell don't understand why everyone has to be shitty to the nice girl.>>>I'm just fixing to stick to my painting, reading, and writing on my books. If someone really wants to hang out with me, they'll have to prove themselves!>>>ttfn
Truly, A Wake Up Call
I spoke with Mickey (landlord) today about my mouse problem. (Yes, my kitty caught two over the weekend and I had to get rid of them. YUCK!!!) He said that he was suspossed to go on vacation this coming week, but unfortunately was not. I asked why. He told me that his father-in law, whom I'd known was in the hospital, had passed away Friday. He had Epilepsy and was in the hospital trying to get his medicines straight where he would not have seizures. He was not an old man. He was only 65 years old and other than his Epilepsy, I believe he was pretty healthy. Mickey said that he just went into a seizure and never came out. He never woke up and will now be burried down the street on Tuesday. I really do feel sorry for their family.>>>When I got off the phone with Mickey, I just broke down. All I could think was, this could happen to me I mean, I'm on really good medication right now, but I'm still having seizures. This just really hit me hard. I cried my eyes out for a man that I'd never met or was I crying for myself? I Dunno! I really do feel so sorry for their family. They are good people. I just want to scream DAMN YOU, YOU FUCKING EPILEPSY FOR FUCKING WITH PEOPLE'S HEADS!!!
(literally)>>>It just really scared me because, as you know, I don't get many visitors. What if that happened to me? I don't even want to go there now.>>>On a brighter note, I got my Elvis and my Eric Clapton cigarette cases in the mail yesterday. They are super cool and hold up to 25 smokes. That made me happy. Oh! Since I've only received two comments on what name to put on my kitty cat's X-Mas stocking, thanks people, I guess that his stocking will have The Godfather embroided on it. That's what the two people that commented said I should put on there. For all of you that even give a shit, not too many people do these days, or may disagree with The Godfather, you still have a chance to vote. I'm not having his stocking done until next week. I'll tell you, once again, you can comment under my entry called "Missing You". I hope that all of you had a fantabulous weekend!!!>>>ttfn
Did I Shave My Legs For This Tonight?
I just heard a song that had that lyric in it for the first time and I could really relate to it. I used to be one of those people that had to shave their legs EVERY day. Since I don't leave the house much or have men knocking my door down, I'll go days without shaving my legs. I know that may sound crazy to you, but you can ask anyone that I've ever dated and they'll tell you how anal I have always been about body hair. I do shave under my arms daily and every now and then , yes, I shave my legs. I thought it was a fun lyric and that I should share it with you. Maybe you have heard it before, I dunno!>>>Have any of you women out there ever done that? Shaved your legs, got all dressed up for your man, and once he got home; he didn't even notice? I haven't. ('cause I'm fine like that. ha! ha!) I do have friends that this has happened to. To me, that's just shitty of their man not to even notice. If I had gone all out out of the way for my man and he didn't notice, I'd kick his ass!!! Y'all know that I would do it too.>>>I couldn't sleep, so I decided to do an entry. I'm just extremely bored at this particular moment in time. I've only gotten 2 comments on my entry "Missing You". If no one else comments; his X-Mas stocking will say The Godfather. I need more comments, please! I would really appreciate it! Afterall, people, you are picking out what will be on my kitty cat's X-Mas stocking for the rest of his life. So I will leave you now by saying "COMMENT DAMNIT!!!"
It's Just Very Sweet
I am thinking of sad you and hoping that you will soon rise up from the mud like some new species, improved, by the forces of natural selection and ready to out survive and out breed us humans. You will retain the essence of your former self, the inner strength, free spirit, and smooth skin, yet you will also be newly in many ways, I , as a human, can only imagine. That is my prayer to you tonight. Life is too short for this moping that you're doing.
A very dear friend of mine wrote that for me in January of 2004. I like to read it every now and then. It makes me happy. Sometimes you just need to be reminded just how special you are. Thank, my old friend!!! ttfn
Read my entry "Missing You" and COMMENT DAMN IT!!!
How often do I ask for your help? Now go, read it, and COMMENT!!! I need your help, please! ttfn
There Are So Many FUN Things To Do In Life
I'll start by saying one of my favorites that I need to do, go and pick up the garbage can from the road. F-U-N!!! Clean the entire bathroom. HOORAY!!! Dust the entire house. YIPPIE!!! Oh what a fun day I have planned, but my weekend will not suck. >>>I'll be singing along with Madonna and looking at Elvis! Talk to y'all Sunday or Monday!>>>Now go and read my entry called "Missing You" and help me! Comment, damnit!!!
I seem to find it really hard to trust people lately. I don't know if I'm just being paranoid or what. I sometimes wonder, "Why would @? want to be friends with me? What do I have to offer them?" I know I sound like a nut, but that's how I've been feeling lately.(since I can't go to a new paragraph > is my new thing, 'kay?)>>>I have found that since I've finished my last painting, (The Red Headed Stranger) I'm on a roll. I'm going to finish another large one that I've been working on. I'm hoping to finish it by the morning. I'm sure I can do it. When I finish it, I have another one to work on. You just got to do it when you've been bitten by "the bug". To me, painting is like writing. Sometimes I feel like painting everyday for months and then I can go for months without picking up a brush. Right now, I've been bitten by both the painting bug and the writing bug. Who knows both bugs could be dead by Sunday?>>>I know that it's early November, but I'm already ready to put up my X-Mas tree. I love all of the lights and all of my shiny pretty ornaments. I have soo many ornaments that you can barely see the tree. I also think that I'm EXTREMELY bored and to decorate my tree would take hours and hours of time. (I'm anal and every ornament has to be stragecially placed. You can't have a red ornament next to another red one. That's just wrong!!!) I can't believe that this is going to be my first X-Mas in 13years without Miss Tigger. I will miss the hell out of her, but it is also my first X-Mas with Brando/The Godfather. If I know my kitty, he's going to have a wonderful time looking at the lights and knocking ornaments off the tree. Maybe he'll even climb up the tree like Miss Tigger used to when she was his age. I dunno? I can't wait. I'm going to have to go and get him a stocking of his very own. I have two of Miss Tigger's, but those were her's. I just want a simple one with his name on it. NOW! COMMENT, BECAUSE I NEED YOUR HELP!!!
I don't know if I should put Brando or The Godfather on his stocking. Please, let me know what you think. I need to know before I go and get his stocking. Afterall, I've got to have something to put all of his little toys in. Of course, he'll have a few presents under the tree too! I know, I'm one of those crazy cat owners, but if you're just now figuring that one out, then I just don't know what to say to you. My God, my website is called catsinthetub for goodness sake. I told you the other day that I would be the old woman living in the Manalo with her kitty. Have I mentioned that he has a black rhinestone collar and a black rhinestone leash to match. My friend said that it sounded like I was trying to make him gay. Um...no, just cute! On that note, I'm going to say bye for now and probably be back jabbering later. Have an awesome day!!! ttfn
Red Headed Stranger
I finished my big painting last night. May I be the first and Liz be the second to say that it's absolutely fabulous! She came over earlier to help me hang it in the livingroom because I'm anal like that. Once I'm finished with a painting and know exactly where I want to hang it. I WANT IT DONE!!!
Thank God that she helped me this morning. I must say that it makes the room look super cool. It's all multi colors of red and pink. That's why I decided to call it the Red Headed Stranger after my man, Mr. Willie Nelson. I was just painting last night and couldn't stop until I had something that was complete. That's just how I am when I paint. It's like someone shot you with this drug that is telling you, "you are creative and you must finish this or somehow make it into art, NOW"! Now I do and I feel very proud to have finished. I must be off now, thanks for reading. I think that I'm going to do another painting, hopefully, to be done by this evening. I must say that once the Red Headed Stranger was put on my wall, I felt a feeling of accomplishment. I'll be talking to y'all later!!! Have a totally awesome day! ttfn
Just hanging To The Left
I'm over at a friend's house. We are going to cook out. (ribs!!!) My fav- o-rite! I just wanted to say howdy to everyone and say have a grrreat week. We are fixing to party like it's 1999! So I must be leaving you now. I'll be back later. ttfn
Beer Is Good For You
Good Afternoon, everyone! How are y'all doing this Sunday? I hope that none of you are hung over. That would really suck ass. I hate it when my readers (or myself) are hung over. If you are, indeed, hung over, do this: take two aspirin or even a BC and drink a beer. I didn't believe this theory until the day after my 29th birthday. (Let's just say that I REALLY tied one on.) I woke up the next morning when Preston got home. I had been throwing up EVERYTHING!!! Afterwards, I had a beer and a BC and then Preston and I were on our way to the mall to have our picture taken with the Easter Bunny. It's the cutest picture EVER!!! Ok, people, I just wanted to share my cure for the common hang over with you and I hope that none of you need to use it today! Have a fantabulous Sunday and a grrreat week ahead of you and know that I love you all in my own way! ttfn
Decorating Sucks Ass
Hello, my peeps! What's up? So did you like the story about the fairy Princess? If so, I'm ever so happy. If not, fuck off!!! I was trying to help my friend Liz redecorate her apartment earlier this evening. It was a bitch. Nothing seemed to go where it was suspossed to. Isn't that how it goes when you are trying to move furniture around? Just to get something different. You know all of us ladies and gay men have to rearrange our furtiture from time to time? It's just a thing we do. I think? That we are now finished. I dunno? She's manic when it comes to this, but if anyone wants or cares to opinion on the matter, I think that the apartment looks great and that Brad will love it when he comes home from work....He works off shore on an oil rig. He will not be coming home until Thanksgiving. We miss him. "Hey Brad, if your reading!!! I hope that you are feeling well!"...Well, everything seems to be coming together beautifully. their apartment looks lovely. I doubt that it will be the same if I come over tomorrow. She's a decorating fool, but she's pretty much my only friend so I can't talk too bad about her.Ha! Ha! Well, peeps, it's been a long type, so I must bid you a good night. I love you all and have a fantabulous weekend. I'm fixing to gorge myself on junk food and Hugh Jackman movies!!! ttfn
The Princess In The Manolo
There is this beautiful young Princess that lives in a GIANT beautiful pink rhinshtone Manolo Blahnik with her kitty cat. Unfortunately the Princess is sick. She has a disease called epilepsy. This keeps her from working and driving. She can't do all of the other things that all of the other Princesses can do....Don't get me wrong, there are lots of things that she can still do. She loves to paint and does it quite often. She also writes in her journal everyday and has one online (obviously). When she feels up to it, she'll go outside and brush her horse. If only that horse could fly....Sometimes the Princess gets really scared that she's destined to be alone (with her kitty) in her Manolo forever. The Princess feels that she'll never get her Prince and have children. This is something that she's always wanted. Sometimes when she thinks about this; she just sits and cries and then sometimes she just tries to accept it as a fact and tries to do things that make her happy....She tries so very hard to be positive. She wants to meet other people and make friends. Although the Princess lives in the most beautiful shoe in the world, she gets lonely. It's only her and her kitty, but I have an overwhelming feeling that the Princess will live happilly ever after! ttfn
I Like Grapes
I just wanted to do a short post. Did you know that without grapes, we would not have wine? I love the person that thought of making wine from grapes. That's so freaking cool to me. Look out after a couple of bottles of Shiraz, I have a funnier/more happier entry coming in after midnight, so.....look out!!! I love all of y'all! Have a great week....ttfn
She Was Once In Love
As soon as Nicole laid her eyes on Conner, she knew that he was the one for her. Even though they were both quite young, she knew that this was the man that she was meant to spend the rest of her life with. They quickly started dating. They dated all through High School, until that one one tragic day. Nicole got a call from Conner's mother. He'd been killed in a car wreck. That's what drinking and driving will do to love. I'm not sure if Nicole has ever really been able to give her heart to anyone since. He's now dead to her and that is oh so sad. All she has is old photos that she can take out when her heart allows her. I really feel sorry for her. I thought my life was a mess, but it's not nearly as bad as Nicole's....I went to see Dr.Dick today. He said for me not to worry about the clot. Basically, I'm as good as an epileptic can be. I have an appointment on wed. To see this therapist to see about getting put on disability. Seeing that I can't work, I can't drive, and my life pretty much sucks at this particular moment in time, I guess we'll just see what she has to say....I hope that it goes well. I have almost finished two of my paintings. My Uncle is trying to talk me into putting one of them on eBay. I'm just not so sure about that. I'll think about it as I finish it....Anyhew, I'm signing off, have a great week! ttfn