Missing You
I seem to find it really hard to trust people lately. I don't know if I'm just being paranoid or what. I sometimes wonder, "Why would @? want to be friends with me? What do I have to offer them?" I know I sound like a nut, but that's how I've been feeling lately.(since I can't go to a new paragraph > is my new thing, 'kay?)>>>I have found that since I've finished my last painting, (The Red Headed Stranger) I'm on a roll. I'm going to finish another large one that I've been working on. I'm hoping to finish it by the morning. I'm sure I can do it. When I finish it, I have another one to work on. You just got to do it when you've been bitten by "the bug". To me, painting is like writing. Sometimes I feel like painting everyday for months and then I can go for months without picking up a brush. Right now, I've been bitten by both the painting bug and the writing bug. Who knows both bugs could be dead by Sunday?>>>I know that it's early November, but I'm already ready to put up my X-Mas tree. I love all of the lights and all of my shiny pretty ornaments. I have soo many ornaments that you can barely see the tree. I also think that I'm EXTREMELY bored and to decorate my tree would take hours and hours of time. (I'm anal and every ornament has to be stragecially placed. You can't have a red ornament next to another red one. That's just wrong!!!) I can't believe that this is going to be my first X-Mas in 13years without Miss Tigger. I will miss the hell out of her, but it is also my first X-Mas with Brando/The Godfather. If I know my kitty, he's going to have a wonderful time looking at the lights and knocking ornaments off the tree. Maybe he'll even climb up the tree like Miss Tigger used to when she was his age. I dunno? I can't wait. I'm going to have to go and get him a stocking of his very own. I have two of Miss Tigger's, but those were her's. I just want a simple one with his name on it. NOW! COMMENT, BECAUSE I NEED YOUR HELP!!! I don't know if I should put Brando or The Godfather on his stocking. Please, let me know what you think. I need to know before I go and get his stocking. Afterall, I've got to have something to put all of his little toys in. Of course, he'll have a few presents under the tree too! I know, I'm one of those crazy cat owners, but if you're just now figuring that one out, then I just don't know what to say to you. My God, my website is called catsinthetub for goodness sake. I told you the other day that I would be the old woman living in the Manalo with her kitty. Have I mentioned that he has a black rhinestone collar and a black rhinestone leash to match. My friend said that it sounded like I was trying to make him gay. Um...no, just cute! On that note, I'm going to say bye for now and probably be back jabbering later. Have an awesome day!!! ttfn  ¶ 12:55 PM