Rest in Peace
Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
I just read two comments from some readers that really made me feel very good. I just want all of you to know that I value every comment that you leave. (especially when they make me feel groovy) I love all of you. If I didn't, I wouldn't keep posting about my boring life for your pleasure. Ha! Ha! ...On a lighter note, I've gotten all of my Hugh Jackman Movies, except one. It's coming from Sydney. I'm sure I'll get it next week. I'm over at my Uncle C's house and he just ordered me two of the coolest cigarette cases. They are metal. One has young cute Elvis in his black outfit and the other has Eric Clapton in a really cool 80's picture. Y'all know how how much I love the 80's. We got them foe .30 each. Is that cool or what? I'm turning into an eBay shopping whore. They should be here sometime next week. I can't wait to get them. I would have gotten a Hugh one, but they didn't have one. Ha! Ha! ...I'm trying ever so hard to get out of this depressed funk that I've been in lately. I want to write funny stuff like I used to. That is going to be my number one goal in the next couple of days. I want to deliver something funny to you. (and finish my painting) I have two paintings that I'm just about finished with. I'm ever so excited about that. Wanna know why? That means that I can hang one in the livingroom and sell the other one. I just might have to get off my lazy ass and finish them tonight!...Well, this is me signing off. Happy Halloween to everyone and don't forget to set your clocks back....ttfn
Art In Progress
Well, here we are, in the middle of another boring week. I have finally started to paint on the canvas that I outlined last Sunday. I really don't have much planned this week. Do I ever? As a matter of fact, I really don't have much to say. Eliza has been here since Sunday and the bitch has been giving me pure hell every since. I got the first of my Hugh DVD's Monday. Now, I only have two to go then my collection will be complete. HOORAY!!! I lead such a boring life. What do you expect when you can't drive, you can't work?/ Basically all you can do is play on the computer, read, write in journals, and paint!!! I must be going now,. I've just realized something. I'd rather be painting than doing this. Sorry!...ttfn
I Feel The Starving Artist Coming Out
My Dad and HH took me to our local art supply store today. I got a huge 6x4 canvas, lots of paint, a beautiful set of new brushes, and two more canvas that are like painting on glass. They are so smooth. I love painting on them. I know one painting that I'm going to do tonight. It should probably take me about 30 minutes or so. When I'm finished with it, I'm going to start on one that I've been wanting to do for about a year now.
They also took me by the Gap to stock up on my fragrance. (Gap Dream) I love it. It smells so clean and so good, but don't be stealing my smell, it's mine. Got it!
I've got the night off from the family. I'm over at Brad and Liz's house hanging out. We are fixing to grill steaks, chicken, and shrimp. Sounds good, doesn't it? I'm sure it will be. I can stay and hang out as long as I'm over here. Bale...My parents are paranoid. I will go home and paint at some point. I just don't know when that will be.
To all of my loyal readers out there that love me ever so much, have a great weekend! If you don't love me, then GO TO HELL!!!
Soon I Will Have All Of You
My VERY sweet Uncle C got a surprise for me today. I've got every Hugh Jackman movie on DVD, but three. He knew which three it was that I was looking for. He's an eBay freak, as am I. He ordered me Paperback Hero, Erskinenille Kings, and Stories Of The Lost. He got all of them for a little over 30 dollars. Is that cool or what? As soon as they get here, my collection will be complete. I'm sooo happy that I could shit, but, I'll wait until later for that! Ha! Ha! That was really sweet of my Uncle C to do that for me. I guess that he could see that I've been kind of down lately and watching three Hugh Jackman movies that I've never seen, plus completing my DVD collection, would cheer me up and it definitely has. I can't wait for them to get here. Ok, enough about Hugh, how are you? Better than I am, I hope. Ha! Ha!...I just wanted to share my good news with you and say to all of my fabulous readers: "have a fantabulous weekend!" I think that I'm actually going to finish a painting tonight. Wish me luck. Luv you all!!! ttfn
I just finished typing the longest post and the damn computer just went off. I'm not re-typing all of it. Basically, The Houston Astros are going to The World Series. That's HH's favorite baseball team. Needless to say, we are all quite happy for her. I was then speaking of my love for LSU, the Saints, and the Jets. Maybe the Jets or the Saints will make it to the Super Bowl before I die. I wonder!...I'm still lonely. I'm still bored. I'm still depressed. The story of my life....I am going shopping for paints and canvas soon. At least I'll be able to paint. I also need to get myself a new journal. My new one that I got in August is almost full. I can stop writing my books in notebooks and I can finally finish the painting that I want to hang in our livingroom ever so badly. Ok, that about sums it up. My life sucks, but there are people out there that have it a lot worse than I do. Go Astros!!! HH would appreciate it if everyone said a prayer, chant, meditated, whatever that The Astros will win Thw World Series and if your a Chicago fan, nevermind! Thanks....ttfn
All Men Suck, Unless They Are Under The Age Of Two
I'm just soo sick of talking with friends and different people about their men problems. It seems that all of the good ones are either gay, married, assholes, or children. I have just accepted the fact that I'm going to be that older woman that lives with her cat. "She's never been married and she doesn't have any children." As of this particular moment, I can't think of anyone that I would have a child with. Afterall, like I said before, all of those great gay and married guys are already taken.......I would love to have a child of my own, but how can I do that when I can't even drive. I can barely get myself from point A to point B. What would I do with a kid? I just guess that I always pictured myself married with 2 kids by now.Seeing that this isn't going to happen any time soon makes me very sad....I guess sometimes life just doesn't work out the way we were raised to believe....I think that maybe this is part of the reason that I've been so depressed lately....I really don't think that some of my friends know how lucky they have it....ttfn
I'm So Sick Of Being Sick
Y'all, I've been ever so depressed lately that I just don't know what to do. I'm so sick of every day being the same old thing. If I'm lucky, I get to paint. Oh, and on on Mondays and Thursdays I get to take out the trash. I'm just so fucking sick of being depressed all of the time. I think that the more time that I spend alone and depressed that the worse that it's going to get. I just don't know what to do. I had a seizure the other day. I didn't tell anyone about it. I tried to remember it to the best of my ability, but I just couldn't. It was like an out of body experience or something. I just can't explain it. I guess that I'm just so damn lonely and sick of being alone that I just don't know what to do. I feel that all I have is this damn blog that I'm starting to wonder if anyone is even reading to be quite honest with you. Ok, enough of that. I still can't get this thing to go to a new paragraph, but, here goes. Guess what Mr. Brando decided to do this morning on our little walk. He got his collar and leash off and decided to take off running into the woods. It took me and Liz about an hour to find him. Needless to say, I was hysterical. I thought that I had finally fallen in love with this baby only to have him run away from me, but he knew where home was. He wasn't far from the front door. Thank God that I got him inside. Needless to say, we will not be taking our morning walk in the morning. (ha! ha!) I guess that's all I have to say. To anyone that may be bored enough to be reading about my boring life, have a wonderful weekend and I'll be posting soon. ttfn
You May Be Spiderman's Mamma, But You Can't Stay Here
I know that I was on a rant yesterday, forgive me. NOT! Anyway, Our home was sprayed by the Terminix people today inside and out. We just kept seeing spiders everywhere. I saw all kinds: big ones, little ones, brown ones, black ones, and some very pretty colorful ones that had to meet the bottom of my Birkenstocks. Sorry, spiders, I really am, but I just, well, I'm scared of you. That's about it! I also don't want to get bit in the middle of the night and I don't want you to bite the Godfather before he eats you! This computer is not letting me space between paragraphs for some reason. Please forgive the messiness. I just wanted to do a quick little post. It seems when I got into my car accident that I damaged the main nerve/blood vessle/whatever behind my ear. My doctor seems to think that I have a clot. I have been instructed to avoid ALL stress and to take it easy. (easier said than done) He's scared that if it pops that I could have a stroke. Well, thanks, Doc, now I'm scared too! If you don't hear from me in a while, that's why. I'm avoiding stress. Not that you are stressful at all. I'm just really trying to sit around and do nothing, literally! On that pitiful not, my friends, pray for me and live life for me because I can't do a darn thang right now. I love you all!!! ttfn
Hello Old Friend
I got an email from an old (young) friend today. I was ever so happy to get it. It looks as though I may have a date this weekend. There are some things that we need to clear up. Several lies have been told to the both of us, but if I have my way, they will NEVER tear us apart!!!! I really wasn't planning on posting today, but I just felt this overwhelming need to say a few things.
1. Congrats to Preston for finally getting the hell out of this town!!!
2. I NEVER
said that I thought Preston broke into my home and never
thought that he did, Alice!!!
3. I think people that start lies and spread shit are bored with their own
lives and really need to seek therapy to maybe get a prescription for
for xanax of their very own.
4. I think that both Preston and myself are both better off now that we
don't live in fallen down house anymore.
5. To anyone that may disagree with me, fuck off, because I could so care
less about what you think!
I think that just about covers things, don't you?
I've Turned Into An Insomniac
I swear to you that I have had a total of 10 hours of sleep this week. I'm so tired that I think that I'm going CRAZY!!! I just want to go to sleep. Maybe tonight, I'll get some, sleep that is. (I swear the way all of your minds revolve around sex is ridiculous!) I have not been napping during the day or anything like that. Like yesterday, for example, I made it a point to stay up ALL day and not nap at all. I watched the tele for a while. I watched Letterman and then I took an Ambien and turned off the TV ready for bed. (or so I thought) WRONG!!! I tossed and turned all night long. I finally fell asleep around 2am. I then woke up at 4am. Needless to say, I will not be taking any Ambien any time soon. I'm just wasting them because they are obviously not working. I just hope that I can get some sleep tonight. I'm over at my friend Liz's house and we're just hanging out, waiting for our male escorts to get here. (NOT!) I'm just trying to stay up fairly late and hopefully when I go to bed tonight, I'll go to sleep. I have a new idea for all of my cat people out there. I'll get more into it later when I'm not trying to hang with Liz. I love you all!!! ttfn
Someone Please Teach Brando How To Shop
I woke up yesterday and looked down to put my slippers on and there was a present right next to them for me. It was a little dead mouse. How sweet is that? Why can't they go and buy us accessories in the middle of the night? I would love to wake up to a new purse, shoes, or some pretty jewelry! Don't get me wrong, I'm really glad that he killed the mouse. He's a good kitty, but, I would have very much preferred to wake up to even a new pair of slippers! Oh well, I guess he's doing his job as a kitty.
In response to my previous entry, yes, I'm still extremely depressed, but who really gives a shit to hear all about that?