Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
I Want You To Want Me
I want stability. I’m tired of feeling like I do nothing. I can’t wait to get back to work and school in January. I can’t wait to get settled into a new place that is all my own.
I want that satisfied feeling that you get from cleaning your house, paying bills, and going to the grocery.
I want to light one hundred candles and paint on a 6 ft. x 6 ft. canvas while being naked and stoned in the privacy of MY living room.
I want to cook dinner and breakfast for someone who is worthy of me and my time.
I want a relationship with a beautiful person who cares for me more than anything, even their coffee and cigarettes.
I want a man who is not afraid to tell me how he feels or what he thinks, but never tries to control me.
I want to be intimate with someone who I do not mind kissing on the lips with my tongue.
I want to look at this person and know love.
I want to have sex at least once a day, maybe more, and never tire of it.
I want to be pursued.
I want to make love outside in the rain.
I want to get married before I’m 30. I think.
I want to start my own family and start traditions all our own.
I want to be pregnant and look like a toothpick with an olive on it. (Mmmm! A martini would rock right now.)
I want to wear cute maternity clothes.
I want my child to not make the same mistakes that I did.
I want my child to be healthy, intelligent, and beautiful. If it looks anything like his/her parents, it will be the definition of beauty. I have never dated an ugly man and don’t intend to start now.
I want my child to be as intelligent as his/her father. I have always had a thing for really smart men.
I want to be loved by someone who I truly love in return. (It sucks when someone loves you, but you don’t love them or vice versa.)
I want someone to watch me sleep and think, “God she’s beautiful! I love, luv, LOVE her and she loves me and she’s all mine.” Yeah! That is how it should be.
I want someone to spoil.
I want to make someone happy.
I want great conversation.
I want comfortable silence.
I want someone to take a bubble bath with and wash each other’s hair.
I want to take a yoga class.
I want someone to share a cup of coffee with.
I want to drink wine and be intoxicated.
I want someone to have Sunday brunch at Que Sera with me after we’ve had intensely passionate sex and made ourselves very hungry.
I want you to think I’m lovely when I make toast.
Most of all, I want to think that you are lovely when you make toast.
Maybe I should buy myself a toaster first!!
My, what great expectations you have.
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