Sweet Dreams?
Once the holidays are over I'm going to chill out for a while. I'm not going out of town. I'm not putting any more extra miles on Christopher! (He has been driven A LOT here lately.) I'm not going to do anything that I don't want to do. The only thing that I will HAVE TO do is go to my Yoga class. Yes, I'm going to start taking Yoga in January. I think that this will be a good thing for me to do with my spare time. I'm not sure when I will be going back to work. I'm hoping maybe mid-end January. Guess I should figure this out. I also need to call HCC and find out when registration is. I need to get off of my ass and take care of this tomorrow.

I'm so looking forward to Saturday night with PS. We are going to have so much fun. I've needed a wonderful evening for a while now. I'm long over due. I have the perfect dress for the occasion. It is the one outfit that I feel really pretty in and I've never worn it out. I tried it on when I bought it, but there has yet to be a reason to wear it, until now. PS and I don't have to dress up, but I just want to. I'm feeling the need to go out and look fabulous and PS is just the person to do this with. We are going to look so cute. I'll have to take a picture and post it when I learn how. PS will have all of the cute boys hitting on him and I will have all of the cute girls (and maybe that 1 straight guy) hitting on me. What fun! I think that I will even go and have a manicure and pedicure tomorrow. That will surely make me feel better. Maybe a facial too!

I'm excited thinking about moving into PS's apt. It is very spacious. It's a big old Victorian house that has been turned into four apts. I will be within walking distance from the gym that I work out at and two different coffee shops. I can not express to you just how wonderful that is! It's FANTABULOUS!!! The local police station is also located right across the street. This is good for an overly paranoid SWF living alone for the first time in a while. It will also be good to know that the person that lived there before was not a slob. PS is very tidy and clean like me. The last place that I rented was disgusting when I moved in. It took forever to clean and managed to piss me off in a bad way. I think that I would rather call a maid or three. At least I will not have to worry about that this time around. Thank God!! In two weeks I will be getting settled into my new place. Yippee!!!!

The time can not go by fast enough for me. I can't wait for you to come and visit me! We are going to have such a good time.

I think that I'm fixing to take an Ambien, pour myself a glass of wine, sit in the hot tub, and try to go to sleep. I have not gotten more than four hours sleep any night this week. I feel like total crap. I feel like I'm turning into an insomniac again. That sucks! I'm a total insomniac when I'm working the 11a.m.-11p.m. shift at the hospital. It is hard to come home and go straight to bed after a twelve hour shift. I used to get home and study and listen to music until three or four in the morning.(Along with the occasional all nighter) I had to be in class at 8a.m. and it takes 30 minutes to drive there. Oh, I'm so looking foward to that again. Nursing better be worth all of this B.S. If you see me back here this evening, that means that I'm just buzzed on Ambien and am the one person in America that can take a strong sleeping pill and NOT go to sleep. Sweet dreams!?




Tune in tomorrow to find out if you're going to hell or not.






  ¶ 9:30 PM