Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
Remember earlier when I said that I didn't know how much more heartache that I could take? Oviously, much more. I've hurt one of the most important people in my life today without even knowing it.
There are no words to describe the pain that I'm feeling at this particular moment in time. God, I thought that I felt bad about my father. Shit! That's nothing compared to this. I've probably just lost one of the people that I love most in this world.
Why in the fuck am I here? How much bullshit can one person take? Have I not had enough? HUH? Fuck you, I'm done. I've finally had ENOUGH!