Why?
I really don't have much to say today, believe it or not. I feel that I was getting out of that "funk" that I was in only to step into more.Why do these things (I'll explain later.) always happen to me? Yes, I know they happen to other people too. I'm definite that there are a lot of people with problems much bigger than mine. I really don't know how much more heartache I can take!

When I feel this way, it frightens me. I feel like I have no one, nothing. Why am I even here? Did God (or whomever) just put me here to see just how much shit one person could handle? I've expierenced a life of pain? Well, I've had enough!!!

FUCK IT!!!  ¶ 12:08 PM