Explain It To Me
I just wanted to explain why there were so many post today. My "Precious" got a Trojan Horse or something. She's in the hospital. Until she gets out, some people, not friends, have offered to let me use their computers. Ain't that sweet?

I had so many things written in my journals due to lack of posting (which really does cause withdrawls) that I found a computer and went nuts. I will have access to this one for a few days; so if you don't hear from me for a while, I'm not dead. (not yet anyway) I'm just temporarily "out of order".

I've gone through a lot in the past few weeks. I'm questioning family, friends, and anyone else that acts as if they would like to share some of my time. This feeling is making me extremely sad. I went back to Dr. MM today. 300 dollars an hour! 300 DOLLARS, dude, I'm going into the wrong profession. I feel that the session helped a bit, but I can't take Dr. MM home with me. I need someone that I can talk to. I think/thought that I had that, but unfortunately, no reply.


Why can't I just flash back to nine days ago when my life was semi-normal?
  ¶ 4:15 PM