Is It In His KISS?
I can't sleep so I'm just going to rant and feel sorry for myself; so if you don't think that you want to read this, than don't!!!

In the past couple of weeks I've been wondering why anyone would want to be with me or even hang out. I don't feel that I have too much offer anyone. (FRIENDS, family,etc.) You know, it's like one minute you're on cloud 9, then you've just landed yourself in the mud with wet overalls. I guess that is how I'm feeling right now. I'm really just wondering what I'm doing here.

I feel the hermit in me slowly coming out. I'm getting to the point where I don't think that I even want to leave the house. I mean, REALLY, would I be missed? I seriously doubt it. (If any of my so-called FRIENDS think that I would be missed; let me know b/c I'm totally not feeling you!)

I'm just wondering if I'll ever truly find happiness. One day, I think that I've got it. Then the very next day, IT IS GONE! I just wish that someone/anyone could tell me what's wrong with me. All I've ever wanted out of life is just a little fucking happiness. Every time that it seems that I've found some, WRONG!

I'm just way fucking depressed at this particular moment. Forgive me!

Scoop the poop!  ¶ 10:00 PM