Watch For Pedestrians
Ok, just let me start by saying that today was just fucking shitty at work!!! I just got home about an hour ago and I got there at 10:30am. I got screwed out of 20 dollars b/c Mama was hung over and didn't want to add gratuity. Needless to say, I was pissed. I got all of a 15 minute break today. I just sat out by my car and chain smoked and then went right back into the pit of hell that is my job. God, please let me find a "real job" b/c this one is stressing me totally the fuck out. I've worked three double shifts in a row. (Fri. Sat. And Sun.) I mean, really people, I'm fucking (sorry, I'm saying that a lot, but I'm totally stressed) epilectic and taking enough medication to put a tiger to sleep. I'm a small person and I do get a little stumbly on my seizure meds, but, I'm still at work busting my ass (in many ways Ha!). This job is just really getting to me. I used to look foward to going to work and now, I dread it and get all nervous just thinking about going there. You should see me in the morning. I'll wake up like 2 hours before I have to be at work b/c I'm just that anal. As I'm getting dressed, I'm constantly staring at the clock. I HATE having to be somewhere by a certain time. (another one of my OCD's and I always have to see what time it is)

Like right now, I'm stressed out b/c I have to see Dr.MM tomorrow and usually, I sooo look foward to our visits. Oh well, I just thought that I would let out some steam before I go to bed. I'm exhausted!!! At least I don't have to be at work until 5pm tomorrow. That's a wonderful thing. I'm just sooo awake right now. Maybe, I'll go watch some SpongeBob and fall asleep. I hope! I feel as if I've had a triple esspresso or something, but I'm worn out at the same time. It's like my body has had it, yet my brain is WIDE awake!!!

Scoop the Poop when you get a donkey!!!
  ¶ 9:12 PM