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Friday, March 24, 2006
A Lost Entry?
You know, I was just reading over a few early entries from a long time ago. I was reading around the time that I had my first seizure and moved back home from Oxford to Jackson. After reading up on everything, it donged on me that I had left out an extremely important part of why I moved back to Jackson and why I was all of the sudden dating again.
You see, after I'd had my grand maul seizure and was still in the hospital and still not quite sure what state I was in much less other people's names, literally. My Mother was there and had to run to the store. She had asked Pepe if he would stay with me until she got back and he did. I vaguely remember him going through my cell phone and asking me who the people where on the list of names. I couldn't even tell you my name much less anyone else's. He then proceeded to break up with me in the hospital after over 10 years of being together and I couldn't even respond to him. I'm not saying that I was ever perfect, but breaking up with me while I was in the hospital and unable to speak. Now, that's shitty! He had all of my things packed and ready for me at the apartment when I got out of the hospital. I was still very confused. I had to have my Mother explain it to me....And then after all of that, we had talked about me coming to Oxford to his first graduation, he called me as I was buying the perfect shoes to go with my dress and uninvited me. He uninvited me, after I'd been up there supporting him in every way possible, I was now uninvited.
At this point, I was pissed and just wanted to get the rest of my things from him. I remember that I drove to Oxford to get them. He then re-invited me to his graduation which was the next day. I was very upset. I had nothing to wear. I had the perfect dress and all of the perfect accessories to match AT HOME IN JACKSON! I was wearing a pair of SpongeBob SquarePants boxers and a t-shirt. He knew that I wasn't going to wear that and he knew that I wasn't going to drive back to Jackson just to get my dress after what a jerk he'd been. He was just trying to come out as the nice guy in the end, but I didn't let him.
Anyhew, like I said, I was just reading over some very old entries and could NOT believe that I managed to leave that out. I just didn't want to leave anything out that would make Pepe sound like the ass that he is. I know, I know, I was NEVER perfect! Hell, I cheated on him a few times, but at least I can admit that I'm no angel.
Looks like I'm going home tomorrow! Hooray for me! I'm not going to know how to act. Wish me luck and have a great weekend everyone!!!!!
Congrats to Brad and Liz, now I have to keep up with the Jone's! Heee!!!!
R.I.P. Mark S. My old friend. He'll always be remembered for being a very kind hearted person and is in a far better place now. He will no longer be in pain, he will no longer suffer, he will always be in the arms of a loving angel and that's all he ever wanted anyway!
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You know, I was just reading over a few early entries from a long time ago. I was reading around the time that I had my first seizure and moved back home from Oxford to Jackson. After reading up on everything, it donged on me that I had left out an extremely important part of why I moved back to Jackson and why I was all of the sudden dating again.
You see, after I'd had my grand maul seizure and was still in the hospital and still not quite sure what state I was in much less other people's names, literally. My Mother was there and had to run to the store. She had asked Pepe if he would stay with me until she got back and he did. I vaguely remember him going through my cell phone and asking me who the people where on the list of names. I couldn't even tell you my name much less anyone else's. He then proceeded to break up with me in the hospital after over 10 years of being together and I couldn't even respond to him. I'm not saying that I was ever perfect, but breaking up with me while I was in the hospital and unable to speak. Now, that's shitty! He had all of my things packed and ready for me at the apartment when I got out of the hospital. I was still very confused. I had to have my Mother explain it to me....And then after all of that, we had talked about me coming to Oxford to his first graduation, he called me as I was buying the perfect shoes to go with my dress and uninvited me. He uninvited me, after I'd been up there supporting him in every way possible, I was now uninvited.
At this point, I was pissed and just wanted to get the rest of my things from him. I remember that I drove to Oxford to get them. He then re-invited me to his graduation which was the next day. I was very upset. I had nothing to wear. I had the perfect dress and all of the perfect accessories to match AT HOME IN JACKSON! I was wearing a pair of SpongeBob SquarePants boxers and a t-shirt. He knew that I wasn't going to wear that and he knew that I wasn't going to drive back to Jackson just to get my dress after what a jerk he'd been. He was just trying to come out as the nice guy in the end, but I didn't let him.
Anyhew, like I said, I was just reading over some very old entries and could NOT believe that I managed to leave that out. I just didn't want to leave anything out that would make Pepe sound like the ass that he is. I know, I know, I was NEVER perfect! Hell, I cheated on him a few times, but at least I can admit that I'm no angel.
Looks like I'm going home tomorrow! Hooray for me! I'm not going to know how to act. Wish me luck and have a great weekend everyone!!!!!
Congrats to Brad and Liz, now I have to keep up with the Jone's! Heee!!!!
R.I.P. Mark S. My old friend. He'll always be remembered for being a very kind hearted person and is in a far better place now. He will no longer be in pain, he will no longer suffer, he will always be in the arms of a loving angel and that's all he ever wanted anyway!
ttfn
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