Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
One Very Depressed Girl On The Edge Of 30
Well, now, I'm really confussed! My Mother just told me that I may or may not be going home tomorrow. I swear! I just don't know what to do or even what to think anymore. You'd think, being that I'll be 30 in less than 2 hours, that I'd have my shit together a little better than this. Guess not! I just wanted to do one last post while I was still 20 something and you know what? I'm sure I'll feel exactly the same way in the morning. How silly is that? I guess I could reflect back on my 20's, but I'll spare you all the details. I'll just say they were basically like my life some of them were totally awesome and some are better left unsaid. I guess the best thing about my 20's is that Miss Tigger was there with me almost right up to the very end of them. Enough said!
To all, or that one person that is bored as hell and reading this, I hope that your weekend goes much better than mine! I did get an early birthday present from my little sister today. She got me the James Blunt CD that I've wanted for months now. I simply love him. He's not only a cutie, but he has the voice of an angel.
I told my Mother that I didn't want to celebrate my birthday if I couldn't do it my way. I just wanted to treat it just like any other day. While I was in the kitchen earlier, I saw a cake, candles, presents, etc. Why she does that I don't know and by the way I've been chain smoking lately, I doubt I can blow out 30 freaking candles. I don't even want to try. I don't even think that if Hugh, himself, showed up at my door in his birthday suit that it could get me out of this funk that I'm in. The only thing that's going to is for me and Brando to get to go the hell home. That's all I want for my birthday. That's what I'll be wishing for as I blow out the inferno on top of my cake. Maybe, just maybe, it will come true! I sure hope so.