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Ms. Tigger and I on the happiest day...
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Take This Job And Shove It...
That's what I feel like saying at this particular moment in time. If there is anything about myself that I wanted to keep private about my personal life, well, my Mom took care of that situation yesterday by telling one of my most secret of secrets to a fellow employee. I feel like a total shit now. I don't think that this person would tell this secret, but that's not the point. The point is that my own mother, one of the few people that I trust in this world did this. I feel as though she has betrayed my confidence and I don't like feeling that way. I guess from now on if I'm ever going through anything major in my life that the best thing for me to do is to just keep it to my damn self.
Ok, I know that you're all dying to hear what I'm sporting in the world of fashion today. I look as if someone has spilled a bottle of Pepto all over me. I'm pink all over!!! I have on a pale pink short sleeve shirt with a white rhinestone butterfly pin and a hot pink and pale pink flower pin on it. I'm wearing a denim skirt that goes just a few inches past my knees with a pair of pink flip-flops that have pink rhinestones all over them. Of course, I'm sporting the hair in the ponytail along with my oh-so-cute black glasses. I have a light sweater that looks like something a very hip granny would wear. It's off white with butterflies and flowers all over it decorated with sequins and rhinestones. Of course, I'm carrying a matching hand bag. It's really a cute outfit. It would just probably look much better on me if I had my hair down and these glasses off, but that's not going to happen any time soon. I don't have to worry about what I'm wearing up here to the most magical place on earth tomorrow, because thankfully, I will not be here tomorrow. I'm ever so happy to be saying that once I leave here today that I don't have to be back until Monday. Thank you, Jesus!
We are suspose to have really bad weather tomorrow, so I'm going to be hanging out with HH. I'll be home Saturday and Sunday just chilling out and doing what I do best, which is just being alone these days, but I'm not here to bitch and complain. Hey, at least I have Brando to keep me company and he's all I need. I've pretty much accepted the fact that I'm destined to live a life alone with no friends, no man, and no family (except those that just won't go away). I really just don't care anymore. I don't need people around me all of the time constantly reminding me why I'd much rather be alone to be happy. As for today, I'm perfectly happy with my life just the way it is. Now that may all be different by Monday, but I doubt it. I'm just sick of trying to seek others approval in the hunt for happiness. I'm going to seek approval from one person and one person only, ME! I'm the only person that can control my future and my life. I've done a bang up job so far. Don't ya think? I mean, really, not only am I the most depressed person that I know. I'm the happiest! Ain't that a peach?
ttfn
That's what I feel like saying at this particular moment in time. If there is anything about myself that I wanted to keep private about my personal life, well, my Mom took care of that situation yesterday by telling one of my most secret of secrets to a fellow employee. I feel like a total shit now. I don't think that this person would tell this secret, but that's not the point. The point is that my own mother, one of the few people that I trust in this world did this. I feel as though she has betrayed my confidence and I don't like feeling that way. I guess from now on if I'm ever going through anything major in my life that the best thing for me to do is to just keep it to my damn self.
Ok, I know that you're all dying to hear what I'm sporting in the world of fashion today. I look as if someone has spilled a bottle of Pepto all over me. I'm pink all over!!! I have on a pale pink short sleeve shirt with a white rhinestone butterfly pin and a hot pink and pale pink flower pin on it. I'm wearing a denim skirt that goes just a few inches past my knees with a pair of pink flip-flops that have pink rhinestones all over them. Of course, I'm sporting the hair in the ponytail along with my oh-so-cute black glasses. I have a light sweater that looks like something a very hip granny would wear. It's off white with butterflies and flowers all over it decorated with sequins and rhinestones. Of course, I'm carrying a matching hand bag. It's really a cute outfit. It would just probably look much better on me if I had my hair down and these glasses off, but that's not going to happen any time soon. I don't have to worry about what I'm wearing up here to the most magical place on earth tomorrow, because thankfully, I will not be here tomorrow. I'm ever so happy to be saying that once I leave here today that I don't have to be back until Monday. Thank you, Jesus!
We are suspose to have really bad weather tomorrow, so I'm going to be hanging out with HH. I'll be home Saturday and Sunday just chilling out and doing what I do best, which is just being alone these days, but I'm not here to bitch and complain. Hey, at least I have Brando to keep me company and he's all I need. I've pretty much accepted the fact that I'm destined to live a life alone with no friends, no man, and no family (except those that just won't go away). I really just don't care anymore. I don't need people around me all of the time constantly reminding me why I'd much rather be alone to be happy. As for today, I'm perfectly happy with my life just the way it is. Now that may all be different by Monday, but I doubt it. I'm just sick of trying to seek others approval in the hunt for happiness. I'm going to seek approval from one person and one person only, ME! I'm the only person that can control my future and my life. I've done a bang up job so far. Don't ya think? I mean, really, not only am I the most depressed person that I know. I'm the happiest! Ain't that a peach?
ttfn
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