Nothing At All...
That's what will be "wrapped around my finger" and you know what? That is exactly the way I want it! As I read back on that post and a few others, I can't help, but to think that they sound like the ramblings of an insane woman on lots of drugs. Which let's face it, people, that's EXACTLY what they were!!!! I'm not here to prove a damn thing to anyone. This is my own "private space". (if you will) If anything, these days I drink like a fish, but that is it. Especially after my extremely good news from the doctor today...dare I say that I've even put the cigarettes down? Yep, tiz crazy!

I was just in doing a lil sprucing up w/a Tigger pic. (rest her sweet soul!) and thought I'd rant a bit. That post "Wrapped Around Your Finger" just hit a nerve w/me, but as any of my readers know, I will not remove it. As I find it good to learn from my past experiences. BUT, BUT, but, that one can definitely be filled under the "mistake" catogory. Have I learned from it? But, of course! So...as I said in last post, "life is good!" One thing that I WILL NOT do is waste any time thinking about it. It's my past and today I was given a future!

I (think?) that I really have found a genuinely happy place in my life. I'm not going into details here. I'm just not. Sorry! I just need to learn that not everyone out there is like every other person. Some people are genuine in their feelings. Some people mean it when they say they care. Some people mean it when they say that they want to be there for you tomorrow and the next day. But, that doesn't mean that this girl is closing her eyes and throwing caution to the wind. Really, do you think I've gone all soft and fucking stupid? NOT!!!!!



Rest In Peace, My Darling Brando. (he lost a long fight to leukemia a year ago this week. he was such a sweet boy and i miss him dearly!)  ¶ 5:32 PM